weird dream...

Didnt do anything for project today... The truth is i jus have no idea how to continue. Opened Eclipse and stared at the codes.. Yea just kept staring...... and staring......... and staring. And then ended up talking to my Godsister. Hehe... =) My Godsister... I have a Godsister.. =)
Its really sad when i think that i have to leave her soon. *Sigh*
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Had a weird dream today... For a long time, i had not had afternoon naps. But today i did. And today i ened up sleeping until 7+. I dreamt this just before i woke up. So i could remember quite vividly. A lot of things were going on... i cant remember most of it.. This is all i can remember:
It was raining. And i was travelling in _u_o . I was coming back home from shopping in town with my mother (if i'm not wrong ... cant remember exactly). Came home and straight away my cousin demanded me to remove my shoes and she wore it. =.=
And then i went out and i saw a bat... flying/ hovering over us... It was disturbing us. Me, my mother and my grandmother was there. And also a toddler. I dont know isit my baby cousin or my brother when he was young.
I tried to shoo the bat away.. But it cling on to my hand(my index finger exactly) and started biting me. I could feel the pain... (>.<) No matter how much force i used to thow it off my hand, it jus cling to my hand. And then i jus woke up. I was scared.. Another weird thing is that my grandpa was alive in my dream when in reality he is not. When i woke up, it took me about about 3-4 seconds to realize that ... "wait!... Grandpa is not alive". I looked up at http://www.dreammoods.com/ to see what it means to see a bat in dream. Here's what i found:
To see bats in your dream, symbolizes uncleanness, demons, and annoyances. - gr8.. =.=
To dream of a black bat, signifies personal disaster. - goodie... more disaster.... *sigh*
To see a vampire bat in your dream, represents that a person in your life may be draining your of self-confidence and/or your resources. - yup it was a vampire bat.. and i definitely know who's draining my confidence from me. *Sigh* Its not someone i can run away from. I will have to be with her for a long long time... Cant run away.... *Sigh*

Anyone know a better meaning for this weird dream?... u can tell me =)...
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Hopefully tomorrow will be a productive day for project... (>.<)
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Have a nice day everyone! =)
"woops... too long post... hehe"

some people.........................

About 3 more weeks to submission of project!.... only half my stuff is working!.... How?.... How???....
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On the way back home, there was this girl... she stopped us(me and my friend(grp member).... but my friend ran away.. hahaha!) in the middle of the footpath and stared asking if i had about 5 mins to spare. Of course i was reluctant and tried to go off... but u see last time same thing happened and i walked off with another friend of mine then i saw their expression like ... u know ... smt like hurt... i dunno... so i felt bad that time... So this time i decided to at least hear what they have to say... So i stayed... She started off by asking if i think that Ramakrishna Home children should be given a second chance and all... and i said ... "yea". And she claimed that she is from there and she had lost her parents at the age of 7 ... bla bla bla... and that she was selling ... erm u know... those badges u pin up on the bags and all. She made them it seems... ( it looks like she bought it from sm shop)...ok nevermind... Maybe she really made it... who knows... Anyway, she was like... "please sister... u would be helping me if u buy this and alll......... then i said... "i'm sorry"... Straight away she was like... "Walao!!... i was wasting my time............. "i couldnt hear what she said after that... haha!... she walked off .... i walked off...... end of story.... =.=
Yea .... this attitude jus proves that she is fake!.... Obviously she is fake!... there was no banner, no booth, not even a card to prove that she is from where she claims to be. She looks like a typical gangster by the way.. :P . U know after that i was thinking what if i confronted her about it and demands to speak to whoever was in charge of her. I mean she has to have some higher authority in charge of her rite?.... But of course.... as usual this wonderful thought of mine came to my wonderful brain 3 mins later. By then i was like 30 feet away from her. And i cant possibly go back and confront her and make a big drama at the MRT pathway rite?.... It was so crowded somemore... haha!... She has such sucky attitude.
Sigh... some people would do jus about anything to get a little extra income... But wait... what if she was for real??.... Nah!... not possible.... haha!
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Take Care every one!! && dont get fooled by this kind of people okie??.... =)
Cya...

grass is greener on the other side.........

Had the worst day yesterday! B*t**y attitude from a sales girl! Felt like slapping her face! Had no choice but to BUY FROM HER!! My bro liked it. And it was for my Dad (B'day Present). Sigh... nevermind at least Dad liked it... =) (i will never go out again!!... i'll just rot and die in this little room of mine! (>.<) .... How i wish it was possible!!... but humans are social beings.. Its not possible to live alone right??... *Sigh*)
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Haven't seen my good friends for more than a month now... miss them... =) . Wish to see them ... but ..... (i'll have to go out to meet them & i HATE THAT! ARGH! (WHY ME???) ... *Sigh*)
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It looks like the grass is much greener on the other side................... but sometimes it really is greener.......... Right??.... Dont u think so?....
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Take Care Everyone.... =)

a lost trust..... lost forever

When a trust is broken, it is lost forever.

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Leg's getting better. Tmr there's meeting. At 9.30am!! Hopefully i can make it on time... (>.<).
But its already 11.48pm and i'm still watching TV... :P Cant help it! Hehe... These people sing so well! Now i wish "How nice if i had learnt music(singing) properly!!"
ok forget it..............................................

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Have a nice day everyone! =)

leg still hurts.... (>.<)

Sigh... my leg still hurtz! I hate limping in public! Jus now on my way back from school, there was a young couple behind me. And i heard the gf say... "eh u very bad leh~ hahaha"... obvioulsy the gangster bf must have mocked my limping! Argh!... Whatever!! to some people seeing someone in pain is funny to them. Well actually it is funny... i mean my walking. I know that. When my grp mate laughed when i limped, i didnt mind 'cos she didnt mean it in a bad way and i could see that. But the gangster was .... well... mean. Haha!... obviously.
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Going to have another major change in my life soon... again! Exactly like about 8 yrs ago. I hope i dont have to suffer like i did then. Hopefully now i'm matured enough to handle it... emotionally.
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I am lucky to have my Mum as my Mum.... but sometimes i jus wish i was born to ANOTHER Lady... haha!... that's life rite?? U only want praises from others not criticisms.. :P .. And mothers are a child's gr8-est critics... like it or not.... hehe!
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Have a Nice Day Everyone!
=))

My leg hurts! =(

OMG! my leg hurts! The back of my ankle's giving me problem as usual. Limped all the way to school and all the way back. And my grp mate was laughing at my limp.. haha! I was being stared at most of the time. Nono... not 'cos i was pretty but 'cos i was limping!! Such a funny sight it must have been.Hehe!

3 of my 4 parts for the project works!... Yippie! =) Hopefully i'll be able to do well. Right?.. Right?? Riiiiighhht! Hehe.

Sometimes, it makes me wonder.............. WHY ARE ALL ADULTS SO NARROW MINDED????
ok end of my wonder... =)

Have a nice day!... yea.. to u.... ya u... Hehe!

Happy 2009!

Happy New Year Everyone! =)
Lets pray for a peaceful year ahead... for all the people in the world!
Made any New Yr's Resolution??...
Well, i didnt.. :P
I just wont be able to keep up the resolution, so why bother??...
I'll just go with the flow... as my life has always been. 'Cos for me, life has never been like what i thought it will be. My life is a playground for "Fate". =) ... (hmm.... reminds me of some song... hehe)

Anyway, hopefully this yr will be a better yr for me.. 'cos 2008 has not been too good. But,hey, when has any yr been good to me... hehe!

Enjoy Everyone!

=)

the pic is from: http://www.flickr.com/photos/desireux/3094987864 by the way... =)