long time no c.....

It's been a long long long long long long long .................... time since i blogged.... To speak the truth, i forgot about it... and i didnt really get time to do so..
Alot of things happened... i'm no where again... lost and lonely........... okok.. maybe not that lonely... but i am lost that's for sure.... My studies are disrupted... My Oz plan is gone ( it was all fine... but i guess my bad luck just got in the way) then i tried in my dear old SG... i did get it but i couldnt proceed with it 'cos of Dad's health issues... I'm not really worried that i lost that opportunity 'cos at least my Daddy's fine now. What worries me is that am i going to be like the other girls and sit in a corner of a kitchen and scrub vessels??... Some times it really makes me wonder... how my mum and my granny does that... they have been doing that for decades and decades and its like a job with no salary... i have only been doing that for 2 years and i am already sick of it... Its like u wake up early in the morning.... and then the cycle begins... cook... clean.. slp.... cook... clean .... sleep... and the cycle repeats itself forever and ever and ever... What about socializing (i dont mean gossip!!) and what about meeting new people and what about discovering new things???... What about doing some good deed for other less privileged people?????? *sigh* forget it.!! i guess i am going to be a goody good house wife and be like my granny and mummy.... i guess i'll have to accept that fact.... Dont get me wrong... I'm not saying that being a house wife is a bad thing... in fact, its a role that has lots of responsibilities.... She is the backbone of the family... hmm.... lets see....

The latest news of the day: Osama Bin Laden is dead! i know i know... i am not really into this politics and stuff but even i was shocked by this news... He has been escaping so many times and at last he was caught... guess that's going to be a memorable thing for Obama to remember during his regime... =)

i dont know what else to say and my back hurts from sitting here like this.. hehe...
Its nice to blog and free my mind after soooo long... and i am starting to think if i am going into a depression mode.


Take Care all human beings in the world! May God Bless you... even if u dont believe in Him...

Ok!! I'm not forgotten!

Haha!!... feels so happy to know that i'm not forgotten!!...


My only best friends in the world still remembers me. Happy happy so happy!... Cant describe how sad i was that time when i didnt get any emails or any news from them for so long. But not anymore. My baby girl emailed me!... So happy happy happy!! Thanks my friend!


I am as happy as this!haha!!

Take Care Everyone and God Bless you all!!
*happy happy happy*

Forgotten!

Its sad to be forgotten..... Yes!... i'm forgotten!!.... Forgotten by my (only) 2 best friends in the world!!!..... Sad... really really really really really sad........................ Heart breaks.......... =(
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far away again??

Am i going to go far away again??................. i guess so................ *sigh*...............
for 2-3 years??.... =(... sad ... sad.... but have too... no choice... I realize smt... that my life is full of 'no-choices'.... all r planned by someone up there.... He just makes everything happen. It may not seem nice at 1st but it always ends well.
I guess everything happens for good... Yea??...

Bye and Take Care

hate crowded bus!!

Guess what???.... i hate travelling in crowded bus! i hate travelling in crowded bus! i hate travelling in crowded bus! i hate travelling in crowded bus! i hate travelling in crowded bus! ............................
*Sigh*
Just dont ask me why!!.... i am not going to tell you!!.... so dont bother asking.....!!!!!!!!!

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somewhere...

Yea... i am some where now... but not there yet... hmm...
Doing graphic design course... Its interesting... creative stuff.. which is what i like... at least its not as diffi as my previous course...
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Its been a long time since i blogged. Not that i forgot the password or anything but didnt get the chance to do so. Havent been using laptop for quite sometime. I hate to blog in the desktop. Why?... 'cos i hate it when ppl breath down my neck when i'm blogging. Yea..
Hmm.. what else?....
Haven been feeling good for the past few days.... alas.. when have i felt good anyway... :P
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At last my gooddy good friend replyed my email... Her comp spoilt it seems... (gal, if ur reading this.... dont worry ... i understand that ur comp is not ok...hehe... take ur time to reply my email okie?... ) My other good friend have not replied yet... she's bz it seems...
But at least my gooddy good friend's email cheered me up alittle from these moodiness.
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I miss my dance... how i wish i could dance again... When i see ppl dancing i really really miss me dancing. Sigh...
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I need my privacy back!!!!... Its so difficult to be alone here. How i wish i could lock myself up in a room and dont come out the whole day!!!...
Sigh... but i cant ... i cant even be in the room for 5 mins.. let alone the whole day!... Argh!!!....
I dont know what they r so afraid of... that i'll commit suicide inside?????.... If i had the courage to do so, i would have done that long time ago.!!!
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Have to go now...
There were so many things i wanted to blog but guess what?????........ I forgot!!!!!!! Argh!!
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Bye and Take Care!!

no where...

Yea.. i'm no where now.... and i dunno if i'll be getting anywhere any soon. Hmm... lets see..


The more you have, the less you'll want... The less you have, the more u'll want. True eh??....


Dunno what else to say....

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