least expected....

....The affect is adverse when things happen from places least expected....

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Sometimes thinking in a calm environment makes us see a situation in a totally different perspective...

Here i was blaming and blaming and blaming... and in the end it was i who should really be  blamed... 


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Everything happens for a reason..... or does it??... Am i letting it happen??... Could it have happened otherwise??? Did i choose this?... Was this for the better??.... or was it for the worse??....

When would this veil of confusion clear from my life?? Why have i not accepted that this is my life!? Could it be that there is something better for me??... Is this all worth it??



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My first post in 2013 and it had to start this way... =(

Anyways, me telling myself... "everything's gonna be alright in the end..." If its not alright, its not the end....
Well its never going to end! =D! 

RIP

May she rest in peace.
Maybe its better that she has moved on... to a place where there are no inhumane humans and where peace persists..

As for the culprits.. well.. time will tell...

retribution

Its depressing.... I guess time will heal the woulds of the heart... just like it has healed other wounds... but its going to leave a deep scar...

Sometimes cant help wondering where this is leading to...

Come to think of it... This is not the 1st of the cases i've heard about... Reminds me of the time when i read about a gruesome crime committed by a group of guys to a girl in Japan and about atrocities committed against women in Africa in certain war-torn areas. All these were far more worse than what happened to the girl in Delhi... Many assaults go unnoticed in rural areas.. They have no media to showcase their outcry..
And back in history.. World War 1 and World War 2...
Atrocities committed by Japanese to a Chinese village which later came to be known as the "Rape of Nanjing".
Human beings have evolved since the early caveman days but the barbaric attitude has not.. even uptill today....

What more can we.. or rather.. can i do ...
Simply write it out here and vent my frustrations..and go on with my life as usual... and same kind of issues will surface in future and the vicious cycle will repeat...

One can only wish for the world to have a better tomorrow....  I guess this hope is what makes us move forward in life... just like how she wanted to live.... but...........................................

Happy Teacher's Day

A significant day for me!
A day i thought would never happen in my life!
A*ag*a *al*n: the 1st ever person to wish me "Happy Teacher's Day"
It may not be a big thing... but it means a lot to me.
Years ago, i was told that i'd make a terrible teacher.
And today, after abt 1 year of being a teacher, a student wished me "Happy Teacher's Day".. what more can i ask for...

Just goes to show that if ur desire for something is true & unconditional, it'll find u... somehow....
=)
Taking this opportunity to thank all my teachers who influenced me and made me who i am today!

fight against all odds

I'm going to fight against all odds...
I will...
No matter what....
It's the survival of the fittest...
1 week... or rather 5 days...
Let's see...
Either it happens or i completely give up on everything in my life... No.. i'll make it happen!

shout out lound

Sometimes i just want to shout out loud to the whole world "i dont give a darn about what you think"... But the truth is... i do!

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running away...

I'm running away...
I'm running away.. but i dont know from what i'm running and where i'm running to...
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The feeling of receiving is great but the agony of not being able to give back is terrible!
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I need a break!... A real break! Some where far away.... a place where no one can reach me! Just me and the beautiful nature... Some where deep inside the forest... a securely built tree house... protecting me from the wild animals... listening to the sounds and twittering of birds...
(>.<)! ... God, just thinking about it makes me feel relaxed! =)

cosmic vibration??

Victim of a negative cosmic vibration???????
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No drawings for the past 2 days... i'll get back to it... i will... i know i will.... soon.... How soon??... that i dont know...
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Should i keep a limit??... Am i crossing the limit??... But...... But.... Did i mention how much i hate this word "but"??????
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