It's been a long long long long long long long .................... time since i blogged.... To speak the truth, i forgot about it... and i didnt really get time to do so..
Alot of things happened... i'm no where again... lost and lonely........... okok.. maybe not that lonely... but i am lost that's for sure.... My studies are disrupted... My Oz plan is gone ( it was all fine... but i guess my bad luck just got in the way) then i tried in my dear old SG... i did get it but i couldnt proceed with it 'cos of Dad's health issues... I'm not really worried that i lost that opportunity 'cos at least my Daddy's fine now. What worries me is that am i going to be like the other girls and sit in a corner of a kitchen and scrub vessels??... Some times it really makes me wonder... how my mum and my granny does that... they have been doing that for decades and decades and its like a job with no salary... i have only been doing that for 2 years and i am already sick of it... Its like u wake up early in the morning.... and then the cycle begins... cook... clean.. slp.... cook... clean .... sleep... and the cycle repeats itself forever and ever and ever... What about socializing (i dont mean gossip!!) and what about meeting new people and what about discovering new things???... What about doing some good deed for other less privileged people?????? *sigh* forget it.!! i guess i am going to be a goody good house wife and be like my granny and mummy.... i guess i'll have to accept that fact.... Dont get me wrong... I'm not saying that being a house wife is a bad thing... in fact, its a role that has lots of responsibilities.... She is the backbone of the family... hmm.... lets see....
The latest news of the day: Osama Bin Laden is dead! i know i know... i am not really into this politics and stuff but even i was shocked by this news... He has been escaping so many times and at last he was caught... guess that's going to be a memorable thing for Obama to remember during his regime... =)
i dont know what else to say and my back hurts from sitting here like this.. hehe...
Its nice to blog and free my mind after soooo long... and i am starting to think if i am going into a depression mode.
Take Care all human beings in the world! May God Bless you... even if u dont believe in Him...
