RIP

May she rest in peace.
Maybe its better that she has moved on... to a place where there are no inhumane humans and where peace persists..

As for the culprits.. well.. time will tell...

retribution

Its depressing.... I guess time will heal the woulds of the heart... just like it has healed other wounds... but its going to leave a deep scar...

Sometimes cant help wondering where this is leading to...

Come to think of it... This is not the 1st of the cases i've heard about... Reminds me of the time when i read about a gruesome crime committed by a group of guys to a girl in Japan and about atrocities committed against women in Africa in certain war-torn areas. All these were far more worse than what happened to the girl in Delhi... Many assaults go unnoticed in rural areas.. They have no media to showcase their outcry..
And back in history.. World War 1 and World War 2...
Atrocities committed by Japanese to a Chinese village which later came to be known as the "Rape of Nanjing".
Human beings have evolved since the early caveman days but the barbaric attitude has not.. even uptill today....

What more can we.. or rather.. can i do ...
Simply write it out here and vent my frustrations..and go on with my life as usual... and same kind of issues will surface in future and the vicious cycle will repeat...

One can only wish for the world to have a better tomorrow....  I guess this hope is what makes us move forward in life... just like how she wanted to live.... but...........................................

Happy Teacher's Day

A significant day for me!
A day i thought would never happen in my life!
A*ag*a *al*n: the 1st ever person to wish me "Happy Teacher's Day"
It may not be a big thing... but it means a lot to me.
Years ago, i was told that i'd make a terrible teacher.
And today, after abt 1 year of being a teacher, a student wished me "Happy Teacher's Day".. what more can i ask for...

Just goes to show that if ur desire for something is true & unconditional, it'll find u... somehow....
=)
Taking this opportunity to thank all my teachers who influenced me and made me who i am today!

fight against all odds

I'm going to fight against all odds...
I will...
No matter what....
It's the survival of the fittest...
1 week... or rather 5 days...
Let's see...
Either it happens or i completely give up on everything in my life... No.. i'll make it happen!

shout out lound

Sometimes i just want to shout out loud to the whole world "i dont give a darn about what you think"... But the truth is... i do!

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running away...

I'm running away...
I'm running away.. but i dont know from what i'm running and where i'm running to...
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The feeling of receiving is great but the agony of not being able to give back is terrible!
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I need a break!... A real break! Some where far away.... a place where no one can reach me! Just me and the beautiful nature... Some where deep inside the forest... a securely built tree house... protecting me from the wild animals... listening to the sounds and twittering of birds...
(>.<)! ... God, just thinking about it makes me feel relaxed! =)

cosmic vibration??

Victim of a negative cosmic vibration???????
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No drawings for the past 2 days... i'll get back to it... i will... i know i will.... soon.... How soon??... that i dont know...
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Should i keep a limit??... Am i crossing the limit??... But...... But.... Did i mention how much i hate this word "but"??????
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a better day...

It was not as bad as yesterday... Was happy with class... Maybe i should be a little harsh sometimes... =D!
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Tired... extremely tired.... have no idea why... ok maybe i do.... Sleeping late for the past few days has taken its toll on me??...
Didnt do much drawing today... infact, didnt draw at all...
There goes my interest in drawing again........................
No music too today..... going back to my old boring self!!
No.. maybe tomorrow i'll draw..... i will! =D!
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not too good of a day....

Didnt have a good day.... Woke up at the wrong side of bed i guess!
Wasn't feeling too happy @ work ... felt that i was letting them down.. felt that i was ruining the responsibility given on to me... Maybe i should stop being too friendly....
Doesnt matter if they dont like me if i do so.... as long as they learn something....

*Doubting if i were a little too harsh on them*......

captivating piece of Art

Woke up with another song in my head today... hehe! And it looped in my head all the way until i left home. And when i came back home.. it started playing again.... =D!
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I fell in love with this painting.... Ever since i saw it yesterday i fell head over heels for it! I dont know what's so special about it but i know its one captivating piece of Art! I just cant stop looking at it... One day... one Fine Day, i'll draw and paint a picture like this....

a song in my head!

Its been a long time since i woke up with a song in my head. =)
Well.... today i did! =)!! And it kept on playing in my head through out the whole day!!
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Recently i've lost my artistic sense... maybe i should go back to my artistry. My dear old drawing and painting and keyboard and.. etc etc... But the problem is that i loose interest too fast. When i'm into something i'll be fully engrossed in it such that i'll think of nothing else except that ... even to the extend of loosing my sleep and food over it!! =D . After a few days, i'll loose interest in it completely. And then after a long time, that interest will come back and the whole cycle repeats itself! Weird me! Seriously weird me! Sometimes i wonder why am i this way??? Sometimes even i cant understand the way i behave and why i behave this way... i'm completely not in my control.

Which reminds me!... why am i the topic of discussion???.... I hate being the topic of discussion??... What is there so much to discuss about me???? Sometimes i wish the earth would open up and swallow me when people start talking about me!... infront of me!!
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never judge a book by its cover

I've learnt it quite literally not to judge a book by its cover. Well.. i didnt really judge 'Angels and Demons' by its cover, i judged it by the first few pages of it... I assumed that it was exactly like The Lost Symbol but it turned out not to be.
Its a great book!.. An excellent one! It was as good as 'The Lost Symbol' or maybe even better than that. I thought i will be able to presume the ending and all but i was wrong. The twists were great! And it wasn't as lengthy as The Da Vinci Code.
So i'm all praises for Angel and Demons! =)!!
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Why isit so hard for me to make decisions??
I hate making decisions! The problem is, i don't know how the outcome of my decision's going to be.. (well...No one does actually!) && i dont want fingers pointing at me saying that i made bad decisions! And to add on to it, i have got plethora of people around me to rub it on my face!
The Question is... "to be or not to be"
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Its a brand new YEaR~ - - - 2012

Its 2012!... A brand new year!
Well.... its was like any other day to me... =)
Woke up in the morning... went to work as usual and came home in the afternoon. Then slept for some time. Woke up and sat infront of comp. Basically that's it.......... Boring isint it??
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After reading the book 'The Alchemist', i started wondering about 'omens'. Is there such a thing??... Like, is there such thing that nature tells us what's going to happen in the future. Or isit possible to forecast things from the signs of nature and animals.
What ignited this feeling in my mind was a small incident i saw this morning.
Well... it was really early in the morning(not that early!.. hehe.. about 7.30). i had just woken up and was going to brush my teeth. I heard a fluttering sound... like something hitting against a plastic surface. When i looked closer, i saw that it was lizard (I HATE lizards by the way!! I hate all reptiles..) . It had a big spider in its mouth. The spider was alive and fighting its way out of the lizard's mouth but the lizard was in no mood to let it go. It bit and held and spider so tight and shook its head to kill the spider. That was the fluttering sound i had heard earlier. After a few shakes, the spider got surrendered to the jaws of death. And the lizard ran away with the dead spider in its mouth.
If it was any other day, i would have dismissed it. But this is the first thing i saw in the year 2012. Is this supposed to mean anything??... hehe!!... that all my worries and troubles will be gone this year??... Maybe spider represents all the bad elements... and that lizard represents good things???.... That good things will overpower the bad things???.. =D!
I shall look at it in a positive note! I shall believe that its a good omen! =)
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Hope it's going to be a good year ahead! =)
Once again. Happy New Year!