Laughter

I laughed truly after a long, long time today. I had been pondering about this for a long time, that I haven't laughed whole heartedly for years! I had started asking myself if I had forgotten how to laugh.
It's not that I never laughed. It's just that it didn't come from my heart.
Today I came to my mum's place. She and my daughter made me laugh out loud.. deep from my heart. No one can make me laugh like how she can.
I have a really weird relationship with my mother.
I've said this to someone before that my mother is the one who loves me the most and the one who hurts me the most!
She makes me laugh deep from my heart and at times, makes my heart bleed! Today she made me laugh and I have a feeling that tomorrow she's gonna make me cry my eyes out!

still searching / weird

Still searching for the courage... i'll get it... one day... one fine day...
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Some people claim that i've got weird friends... But they're not weird, they are just like you and me. Just normal beings who wants to be treated just like everyone else. U see, i'm a person who looks inside the mind of a person not how a person is outside. It doesnt matter how the person looks on the outside, be it tall, short, dark, fair, bigger in size, smaller in size, beautiful, not so pretty...... etc etc... it doesnt matter to me at all... All that matters to me is that the person has a kind heart.. a forgiving mind.. someone who has empathy for others... not just sympathy but Empathy... And last but not least (in fact the most important) a open heart to accept other people's thoughts and believes... And i believe 2 of my best friends has these qualities. And they are NOT weird. I guess their definition of weird is - "different from other people"... If u look at it that way, Everyone is different so Everyone is weird! We're all weird... I'm weird... u r weird... haha...
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Today i thank God:
- for giving me a better day than the past 2 days...
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That's all... Take Care Everyone... =)