I had known for some time not to be overly dependent on other people for anything. Be it physical help or financially. But how can someone live like a robot.. without emotions or without having anyone to share their emotions??..
How can one be happy when you are treated like a transparent object??
It is my fault for thinking that finally I have someone whom I could call mine, whom I could share every single thing in my life and not be judged, who will support me emotionally when I'm down in the dumbs!
It's not my fault that I'm an introvert.
If I could live like how I lived for 24 years that is without having any emotional support, I can continue living like this for the rest of my life.
I just can't continue writing anymore.. I don't want to spoil my pillow.
I guess the only thing I can forever depends on is the pillow... It was , it is and will always be there for me forever. And I guess I will need it forever too............
