That's me at a crossroad! i dont know what to do!!.... should i go left or should i go right???i like to go to the right... but right has so many disadvantaged .... economic vise... + opportunity may not be as much... but i love doing it... i have confidence that i can do it.
I dont really mind going to the left either... its something to express my creativity... plus its really "economically-friendly" but i have no confidence! i dont know if i'm good enough for that... plus its going to spoil my health really really bad!... i dont want that to happen!... i have already exploited my health enough.... not anymore....
but everyone around me is telling me to go to the left.... howww????? wht should i dooooo???????
I even have opportunity calling me to the right.... but no one will be happy to let me go right... esp.... esp my parents... i.e. my dearest Mummy....
i have no idea what to do....
Destiny is calling but my bad experience is pulling me back!
Oh God pls give me strength and refresh my wisdom... pls help me make a right decision...
i guess in my dictionary of life, there is no such word as 'passion'. That word has been replaced with the word 'practical'.... && i hate it for heaven's sake!!!!!
A job is a serious issue after all eh???... now i understand...
*ouch my back hurts*
*gosh i cant walk properly 'cos of my pain all the way from my thigh to the ankle*
*my eye sight is really getting worse now*
What should i do?????????????
