silence...

It has been more than 3 days since i talked more than 4 sentences a day.. It has been days since i talked any of my family members properly.. Not that i talk too much to everyone... but lately........ *Sigh*
I DREAD staying at home.. and i dread even more going out! Then where do i go?... i know... heaven.. the only place i can go is heaven... that is if i can get into Heaven is the 1st place.. haha.. 'cos i'm evil.. pure evil... who is self-centered and desire harm to everyone around me.. *Evil laugh*... ok nevermind..
This reminds me...
"Has any C****** ever stayed up after 9 pm to help you?.. Dont be so dumb!"
I dont help people expecting anything in return... i just help people who are nice to me and has helped me in the past. =) ... If that is being dumb... then yes... i am dumb.. =)
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Y do people help others and be nice to others with a motive behind? (i have seen people like that in school)... I hate people like that... They help people expecting things in return... That is not help... that is more like a business deal or a negotiation. Friends do not make deals.. Friends helps each other as if they are doing it for themselves. That is friendship. True friendship.
And just because friends grow apart doesnt mean they were never friends... i have seen good freinds and when they drift apart they act like enemies... Its like they have never known each other at all.. How terrible!
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Racism and religion-ism starts at home.. U may not realize it. Cant blame them actually... 'cos they had to suffer it the hard way.. But we cant see people through out stereotyped eyes... Not everyone is like how we think.
So.................. so what??.. i have to go now.. Haha!
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Today i thank God:
- for giving me a quiet day.... yea that's better.. =)
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Take Care everyone..