I dunno what i'm feeling. Feels happy or a while and then the next moment feels like life has no meaning any more. I dont know what's happening to me. When is this terrible feeling going to end. Hopefully soon?... Soon.. but how soon is soon. For some people, soon will be like ..hmm.. lets see..
a few hours...
for others it would be a couple of days...
for another grp of ppl, it would be years...
So how soon is my soon?
I guess i would only know the answer for this the min b4 i die... yea?... hehe
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God is soo fair... yea really really fair. Y?.. 'cos He doesnt give us everything. He doesnt give us what we yearn for. He gives us something that we dont want but its much better than what we would like to have. So u see... its not like He wants us to be unhappy right?... Its not what we want but its so much better than that. So u see... we cant complain... Sooo clever isnt He?...
I guess life would be too boring if we get what we want all the time.
I guess in life, we have to have all kinds of experience. Yes even the not too nice ones. Like sadness, embarrassment, frustration, guilt etc etc. I guess all these would make me a better person in the future. (If i have a future that is... =) )
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Sometimes i just wish i wasn't born. Other times i thank God for letting me come to this world.
They say that everyone has a purpose for coming to this world. So what's my purpose? What do i have to do? How do i make this place a better place?
Ok let's face it ... i cant do anything.. i cant even get along with my own Mum properly. How am i going to help others?
There are soo many things that i want to do... But............. but............. *sigh*........
WHY GOD?? WHY?? WHY ME??...
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From the bottom of my heart... Take Care and Good Luck... and God Bless
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