a song in my head!

Its been a long time since i woke up with a song in my head. =)
Well.... today i did! =)!! And it kept on playing in my head through out the whole day!!
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Recently i've lost my artistic sense... maybe i should go back to my artistry. My dear old drawing and painting and keyboard and.. etc etc... But the problem is that i loose interest too fast. When i'm into something i'll be fully engrossed in it such that i'll think of nothing else except that ... even to the extend of loosing my sleep and food over it!! =D . After a few days, i'll loose interest in it completely. And then after a long time, that interest will come back and the whole cycle repeats itself! Weird me! Seriously weird me! Sometimes i wonder why am i this way??? Sometimes even i cant understand the way i behave and why i behave this way... i'm completely not in my control.

Which reminds me!... why am i the topic of discussion???.... I hate being the topic of discussion??... What is there so much to discuss about me???? Sometimes i wish the earth would open up and swallow me when people start talking about me!... infront of me!!
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