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Tuesday, May 21, 2013

a sad dream...

I had a dream today... i really disturbing one...
It goes like this... alot of things had happened before this but this is the part where i remember quite vividly.
My grandma and i were walking along a street or something.. and it was night time and there was a lot of people around.. there was some carnival or something.. and my grandma was holding the hand of a child almost about 3-4 year old. The child looked....well..=( he looked like a really burnt child. Almost burnt to his bones... one of his hands had no palm... and it was like almost burnt to the bones with just a thin layer of white flesh cover it... and his face was also in the same condition... I took once glance at him and looked away as i could not bear the sight and didn't want to break down.
He was trying to tiptoe to see the things around as there were people standing in front of him blocking his view. Then i asked him, "Do you want to see?" (In my language) and he nodded. So i picked him up and carried him in my arms.
He was so happy and was looking around and laughing! At that point of time, when i saw him how happy he was even with his condition this way, i couldn't bear it anymore... i hid my face behind a pole nearby and started weeping... uncontrollably.... Then my grandma came nearby... she didn't say anything... she just put her hands on my shoulder and consoled me..  'Cos of me crying, my nose was blocked and not being able to breath woke me up i guess.
It was a very sad dream... not sure y... but i guess its connected the event that happened day before that made me have this dream. My aunt had to go through an abortion the day before. But i didn't know it had affected me this much..
I've heard somewhere that dreams are what our subconscious mind is trying to tell us.
Most of the time i wont be able to remember the dreams 'cos i'll be literally jumping out of the bed everyday =D!...
But its interesting... to have the dreams interpreted and to know what it means and all.. =)



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