Burning burning... :(

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I wish I could show this to some people.

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It feels like I'm burning inside. I have to keep a pleasant outlook out side but somehow my face shows the fire in me. I don't like it...I don't know how to deal with it. I don't know who to go to for help. It's tearing me apart emotionally. It's kind of affecting my family life.

I want to get out of here. To where? I don't know.
No matter where i go, I'm still me. I can't escape from myself, can I?

I'm getting engulfed in negativity. I can feel it. I need to break free somehow. I need help.

I need to get back to praying. I've lost my connection with God. I've lost my spiritual side. I need to get back to it.
God was there for me when everyone else had forsaken me. It's time, i guess, to find solace in God.
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